Summary of events

A day.

Start.
Everything running smoothly.
I look at your face and see.
Despair.

I feel what you feel.
You don't tell me.
I just know.

We bid brief farewell.
I hope things run as smooth as possible.
You just don't have any hope.
I take the bus.
You cross the street.

Middle.
1st ring. No answer.
2nd ring. No answer.
A message. Frustration.
20th ring. Yes?

We talk our frustrations away.
You are trying, you own side of the story.
I am trying. Part of my beliefs towards the role of friendship.

21st ring. No answer.
22nd.Hello.
Just try, you know? Just watch a movie or something.
( Something…)
I can't do it. I am not good at it.
It's okay. I will talk to you soon. Leave your phone on.
It will be on…like always…I am not sure if I will answer.

End.
Undefined.
I keep thinking on solutions.
On maybe leaving things the way they are.
On just leaving it. Now it's not my turn anymore.
But I cannot. I just cannot