Honesty

It wasn't yesterday
But not so long ago
With life's simplicity
Warm hands
And an open heart
The poisoned arrow

pseudo cutting my flesh
With the thought of you
But with sweet eyes
On my face
The evil energies
Of guilt and sins
Dissipated
And I slowly realised
What was needed
Honestly liberating
The deep puissance
Affectivity
So long hidden
So long feared
Even when
The thaumaturgy
Was over
I knew
What should have been done
Perhaps you don't know
Or can't imagine
How much I cared,
And maybe still do
It wasn't yesterday
Maybe longer than I wished
But today
With the words
Pseudo shot on my obliques
I came into light
It wasn't yesterday
Nothing matters anymore
I came into light